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The Auguries
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
Sometimes i wonder if we live in a world that is unreal. Is there another real world other than this world we're living in? Why do deaths come easy too many and they make light of it. Is pain just an external object which we can be immune to in the other world? Or is pain for here to stay? Just realised that sometimes when one find enjoyment in cutting wrists due to depression or whatever, they are numb to the word pain. Even when they are suppose to re-act to it, they just have another inner thought that says that this pain is still nothing compared to what I've suffered. So much so for depression thoughts.
My dear says it's ok not to activate the auto-roam for my hp. She said use the public phone or the internet cafes. Think it's a good idea. Guess that will be the only time when i'm away from my aunt, cousin and uncle. There i can catch up with my fag. Now no wonder God always say "when there's a way, there's a will". No more worries about not smokin in Malacca! Whee!~ Drats.. have to re-new my passport tml. Have to go tampines again. I've been going there everyday this week man. Okay.. nearly everyday. Darn govt. Strict rules and blah blah.