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Sunday, September 26, 2004

juz read Jayne's blog... it's the 20 plus crisis. It's a lighter effect of the mid-life crisis. The fact that gals are naturally 2 years older in the head causes this when ur 19. Ermm... meaning acting as 21 when you're physically 19. The brain goes into a lag... things become mono, you think that the day is drag, feelings are quite confused at certain times. I dunno if i got it right but i juz went thru it not long ago. Boy now i know how my mum felt went she went into midlife crisis.

Ooops.. But she's strong. She single handedly brought me and my sis up. People who knows about my situation adores her. And of course, i admire her too. It's no feat for a woman to handle that kind of pressure. One kid who's rebellious... the older one always bumming around.

I guess the only thing i let her down is my education and me being a smoker. Sigh, but hey! It's a new start at 21. I'm beginning to think like an adult. In fact sometimes, i rather the good old days in primary school. Running around, playing soccer, skipping class, playing pranks. I love the life back in ACS.

I grew from someone who love toys into someone leading a team of players. i've aged.. again, it's the 20+ crisis.

I don't know what the hell i'm typing now... But i think what i really wanted to understate here is that.

"Being a kid is the best. you're innocent from love. you're not guilty of serious crimes. you bring joy to your parents. the old look to you for hope."

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