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The Auguries
Monday, April 04, 2005
Sad rainy days are back. Hey pope, thanks for the work you've done on earth. We appreciate your works and being an icon of faith, peace and zeal. The many countries you've tried to reach out to has touched many.
I need to sleep some more... Feelin kinda weak these days. Wonder if it's me fading or just illusions occuring in my daily dreams. It's all an act anyway. One day, we die, we go to God for judgement, He reads out all our sins, plays flashbacks of it all, and he makes a list of it, and i think at the end of the day, the deepest hell would not be enough for me.
And preachers always say repent, and be forgiven. I'm Christian, but i feel like some sick, vile animal asking for forgiveness after every time a sin is done. Then I repeat it again. And yes you must have sincerity, which i know i have but it's of no use. I always go back and sin again. Deja vu.
Argh fuck... screw the blog, i need a smoke and some food. But sleep first and may many happy dreams sought.