A True Bad Fanatic of the Martial Arts Heros
Was watching the she diao ying xiong zuan with my mum just now. And i hate to admit but ya, she knows the plot and storyline so well that she told me what the hell goes on in the show from head to toe. Manz... it's like attending a class and she's the teacher, ha. The show was quite crappy leh, so many computer graphics. Oh well... and i thought the hero was Yang Kang, turns out to be Guo Jing. All thanks to my father's addiction to chinese folklore heros on screen. I inherited this gene definitely. Given my love for Wong Fei Hong, Fong Sai Yuk and many others.
Anyway, was dreaming when suddenly i heard this song in the background. It's a song by Damien Rice!!! It's blower's daughter! Yeah from the movie closer. Such nice voice... sigh. Go KTV sure mesmerize all patrons there.
Yeah... woke up because of 1 darn song. Later still gotta go temple. Because it's the seventh month, even though my mum and sis goes to church... it's an unwritten rule that the family has to pay respects at least twice a year to my father, grandpa and my great grand mother. For your record, they're all resting in the same place.
It's about a decade now since my dad passed on. Pretty fast eh. Shan't mention much coz i think i've let him down in some areas. Not smoking i mind ya, it's about academic and probably that my life like him is cornered by women. Hee.. won't elaborate more, only close friends will know what I'm talking about.
Was thinking in the bus what kind of job suits the real me. And since I'm not those ambitious type, i intend to do something i'll know i can have a passion for. Dats right PASSION!! With passion, i won't dread going to work, complaining. So i kinda trim and cut down the possibilities. Here are some of the occupations i thought of
1) Pilot (Sure cannot... shan guang too high. later crash into flat quite paiseh)
2) Navy (Dear's gonna hate me oh so much for it....)
3) PE Teacher (sure send the class havoc)
4) Banker (Dat means back to books)
5) Anything with media (*negative points NA*)
So yup... i'm gonna look for a part time job or do full time learning the stuff and working to understand what goes on in a studio. Then i might explore other options which eventually i guess will allow me to decide what kind of media work i wanna do. Technical side since i will have a Engineering diploma or doing those pure production and manual work where i can put my English to use. So let's stop here for now. At least i have a goal now. Better than 3 years ago when i felt so fucked. No idea no ideal job in mind.
Ok, back to bed now... will be meeting Lynette later in the day. Gonna chill out on my teh peng, fag and nice music with her.