The story of a 21 year old starts from here.....

2006-06-26T11:14:00.001+08:00

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2005-10-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

It's been a while folks...

Nothing much happening. Job environment's good, peeps friendly and oh ya, i've got 2 smoking kakis. Been lazy to blog and update much of my personal life. Call it a mono life cycle. Happened before anyway.

Gonna sleep now... chilling out on my mp3s. Coz tml is the night! The night where alcohol workout is resumed. Ha, stuborn ol me.

Oh did i mention that the food there is pretty good? Oh yea man... pity i dun get to try out all. Okiez let's spare the crap and tuck in bed. Nite guys! It'll be a while again before i post another senseless blog like this again.

CIaoz!
Oh, and i bought my first original cd today. Franz Ferdinand's album!! Way cool!

2005-10-16T12:04:00.000+08:00

It's really not that great working afterall at Shenton way. Damn crowds... peak jams, unruly passengers, swerving of trains but hey, i'm back unto reading once again. Hee, got the Great Gatsby, Allen Poe's horror classic and Joseph Conrad's Heart of Darkness.

And i won't be going Japan anymore.... kaoz~ Never mind, there's always my Pattaya and Bali trip to comfort me. Hope i dun get enlist before december ends.

Nothing much to update coz me and lynette were talking aboutgeneral topics in life. Manz, dats why she's gonna be my life partner. We're both good chatters, ha. Then there's this coming outing with Gary coming soon. Hmm.... i think i'm back to drinking some time real soon. Considering that Lynette and I are going for the Oktoberfest on the 28th. MARCHE!!! Heh, good food plus wine. Yes, wine... wonder where the beer went to.

2005-10-07T20:40:00.000+08:00

Decided not to have supper later.... mum bought great sashimi, ha. Gonna get flu soon, havin this premonition. Sighs, guess i'll be a good boy, stay home, finish up my 3 movies. Yes! 3 movies. All blockbuster hits. It's a movie mania night in KL's room. Bad thing is, with my current teeth, i can't chew for nuts. HA, guess i'll make do with water, milk + cornflakes.

I'm so dead lethargic!! Bloody working hours... 9-6. @#$%!&*^%#... All censored. Seriously, waking up is a big problem for me. Especially when it rains like 3-4 in the morning. Manz, the feeling, so heaven. Lucky i have fag to keep me awake. My vitamin "C".

Bad part bout that place is just that my laptop doesn't have a bloody CD rom. Yes! Imagine getting online radio music instead. So random!! Oh well, better than nothing. Guess i'm rumbling on and on. Yeah, finally i'm sick of blogging for the night.

Won't be blogging tml either... time to venture into something new again. New mp3s. Damnz... hope there are more non-mainstream music online to offer me.

Changed the song to "this is how you remind me" - Nickleback. Enjoy, Au Revoir~

2005-10-07T19:13:00.000+08:00

So here i am back again... been a while blog. Working life sucks. Literally. Not much happenings either. Yes, in short my life is seriously screwed.

Let's talk bout my new work place, ya? It's a small homey kind of office. Minus the cookery stuff of course. Two great ladies who are real friendly, but i'm like so snti, HAHA i think they must be thinking i'm some unfriendly dud. Hee... But actually i don't feel like talking much coz i'm still in this social dysfunction system in my world. In short, my tooth ain't repaired yet, and i really look funny talking with my tooth half gone. YES!! Even when i smoke i exhale via my nostrils. But i did make up by clearing up 2 drawers for them. Yes, I'm pratically so lazy these days i actually "chiong" out those stuff. Then after which i had to do some paper work. Gosh... but thank god they assigned me that coz staring at the damn com 24/7 in an office is MURDER! And of course, there's office humour. It's pretty lame but what to do when you get one guy and 2 ladies in an office. I'm no way converting into a lady. There were talk of sales at some cosmetic shop and their eyes became like "I MUST GET THEM BY ALL MEANS".... Oh well, and there's a lil swearing. I did swear a lot in fact... but always in my head. It's not nice to swear in front of ladies, right? What's more, it was like my 2nd or 3rd day there.

And i resumed my outings to bedok. Yes, waterpolo back in my time-table. I could still maintain my jumps but reflexes are like, erm.... not there. Kena thrashed like fuck. Yes, bozos, like fuck!! But there were some high moments. Yeap, thank God for that. And first time in my life, i heard Freddy shouted "FUCK!" after seeing my tooth. HAHA, it was an amusing reaction.

Okies, tml is sun tan day!! At tp pool. Hope i get some nice tans and will be meeting my darling Lynette after going to gran's place. It's been awhile since i last saw my granny anyway. She'd be shock to see my tooth like that, ha. Hmm... wonder if darling will cook for me tml. Seriously, my gf cooks good stuff. The way she whips up dishes, she's pro dud. Geez, speaking of which, mite be having supper later. Rest for now! Tml's gonna be a long day.

Tschus!~

2005-10-01T15:14:00.000+08:00

I'm so fortunate!! Lynette's been whopping up great dishes for me. And tonight on the menu is BA KUT TEH!!! Wahaha... shiok rite? And there's desert too. SlurpZ!

Gosh... i actually din put on much weight at all for the past 3 weeks. Imagine, the food, the fats and amount of calcium consumed and not reproducing any positive results on my physical physique. Sigh, but dats not sinful enough. I have to start working out soon man. I feel so lethargic, and literally sian. So ya, WEDNESDAY! BEDOK! Hope the damn yellow balls dun hit my face....

Back on smoking duty~ That bloody dit neow Andrew actually cycle all the way down to Hougang to find me for a chat and smoke. Touching ya?? HAHA... but yea, we actually covered both decent and indecent conversations. And hell man... i smoke at least 5 sticks. God be merciful on me.

Song's gonna be change real soon. It's a great song from Lenny~ Enjoy.

Till then, Tschus!

2005-09-23T14:40:00.000+08:00

It's official!

I"M FUCKING OUT OF TP!

Hee hee...

2005-09-22T08:20:00.000+08:00

Hooray! Cathay's back!!! Really, it does bring back sweet memories as a child. I remembered watching all my Disney movies there when i was a child, and other movies too. Oh yea... and the indian man selling Kacan-puteh at the doorway. Hee, and i always buy the spicy tidbits frm him. Hope the cathay organisation brings him back too. Yea, as a whole package kind of thing. Hope i do get the free tix to go watch the blockbusters that once screened in that cine.

Tschus~

2005-09-22T07:55:00.000+08:00

ok folks.... i'm definitely confined to my house till this weekend at least man. Yes!! This horrible weekend. feelin real screwed up. But oh well, what the hell can i do man. NOTHING! Sleep, rest, rot, watch movies. I feel so retard~

I have "Old School", "The Incredibles" and "Wedding Crashers".... do you folks think it;s enough to confine me to bed??

No idea too man.... i'm getting "Usual Suspects", "Napoleon Dynamite" soon. Maybe "Pulp fiction" too. Let's hope i get it.

Oh if you guys are wondering if i'm still smoking, NO! I'm off the stick for a period. But i'll be back! When the moment they put my wadever to make ma smile complete, I'll be hopping to the 7-eleven opposite the darn dental center and get my pack of fag. To date, number of sticks smoke since 3 days ago, 0! hee... yeap, 0!

Dun ask me how the hell i do it man.... if it goes on to 2 weeks or so, hmm. I think i passed the stage of passive smoker or social smoker. To smokers, that's considered a demotion in ranks.

To hell with it, I'm off to eat my breakfast. I'm still on pills.

2005-09-19T16:25:00.000+08:00

Oh yeap.. I gotta thank my friends, E112, you guys rock! Haha... for taking all the crap from me. And Yuda, I'm really sorry man. I didn't mean to Kan you or something, haha. There won't be a next time heh.

So let's keep to ourselves about what really did happened, k? Love you guys loads and lots!

2005-09-19T08:49:00.000+08:00

I had one hella time at the chalet, ha. I even ended up in the hospital. Long story cut short........ because i got high!!!

No sports for a month at least. Sad, right?

Just got the song from Afroman-Because i got high.

2005-09-16T01:51:00.000+08:00

CHALET! Hee hee.... hopefully can play MJ and there's alcohol plus fags!! Woo-hoo! Oh and did you know my weight's like 60kg now?? Whee!!! Ha... thanks to Ben & Jerry. But the downside is my fitness went down a whole lot. Oh well, the price for putting on weight.

2005-09-14T15:04:00.000+08:00

I'm such a homie/roomie. Been watching anime, movies whole morning!! And i was so lazy that i ate my Ben & Jerry's Choc chip as breakfast!!! Feelin real screwed. Ha, but wth... it's cool man.

Going training later at bedok.... hope it'll keep me back in shape. And plus!! My shoulder's quite back to normal after all those slacking. Heh heh..

2005-09-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

If i don't grow fat by the end of this month... i'm gonna strangle myself. Been eating a tub of Ben & Jerry's everyweek. Hee, sinful eh? The good news and bad news is it has caused my freestyle 50m timing down to 33 secs!!! Woo-hoo! I guess the ice-cream's been working out on me. Let's hope some fats start to appear.

Gonna watch my anime now. Then play some games, chat a lil, then i'll see if i'm hungry. Mac's just round the corner anyway, right?

2005-09-12T18:36:00.000+08:00

ok... dinner was at esplanade. My first time there by the way. Gosh.... cousin and sis were like saying me being a singapore swakoo. sigh, this shows how back-dated i am. We ate lotsa stuff down at no signboard. The crabs served is awesomely seriously majorly huge. Yes very!!

Then went over to Lynette's place to put her to sleep. Gosh... and i left her place like 3 in the morning??

Had some swim training today. Was pretty good man. But my shoulder ain't recovered yet. Hope it doesn't disloctae or tear my tendon within the next few days.

Ok... dats all for updates! Back to my animes!! Gonna catch Van Helsing tonighht with my chips and milk! Yea... contradictory snacks. Ha.

2005-09-11T08:48:00.000+08:00

Saw parts of Little big league down at Lyn's place. Pretty good show i say. But i still can't figure this shit. But the ideas contributed by the players were pretty funny.

Goes like this:

I paint the house in 5 hours, you take 3 hours to paint the house. So how long does it take to paint the house together. Yea man... i got screwed on this qn. SO peeps, if you know how to solve it, tag thy board, k? Oh yea, here are some solutions offered by the players.

"It's easy, we take 5+3=8hrs."

"No, i prefer 5*3=15hrs."

"What color is the paint?"

"I'll call my uncle.. He's a painter, he should know."

Finally a math grad in the team says "You take (5*3)/(5+3), and there you have your answer."

Honestly, i ain't know if that's the answer.

Dearling made home lasagne. Power...~~ and she made the pasta sauce herself. Good, right? Then there's mince beef with mushroom and lots of melted cheese to go with it. Was a damn good meal.

Gonna watch Taxi!! yeap, in my room. Then nap, then get ready for dinner at some hotel tonight. Mum's treating. A great family outing! Might snap a few shots... dat is if my acne goes down before 5. Sigh, my male hormones seem aplenty and abundant.

Enuff said, signing off!

2005-09-10T07:58:00.000+08:00

darn music's not working... will check it sometime later. Got a few great movies on my com. Hee... looks like my monday nights will never be the same again. Plus, i have my Ben & Jerry's to go with my movies. Shiok ar!!!

Going to Lynette's place tonight. She's cooking!! Yeap, haha. Hope it's western. Chinese food also can. Her cooking's passed my expectations. Heh heh.

Will blog more later in the day or something. Meanwhile, i'm off to training. Ciaoz Ciaoz!

2005-09-08T14:45:00.000+08:00

Let's see.... for the past 2 days, i slept like 7 hours. and dats like 7/48 hrs. Plus i had training at bedok last night. You should have seen my tired look. As always. Hmm.... Can't wait to catch the longest yard next week.

Meanwhile, i'm slacking my ass off first.

2005-09-07T03:26:00.000+08:00

As I approach the final stepping stone in this chapter of my life, i look back and thank the guys who were there with me. Thanks dudes! Love ya to bits and pieces.

2005-09-06T16:39:00.000+08:00

23 more hours to burning of textbooks. Wish me luck guys... coz i still see the burning incense container downstairs. And once it's burn, i'll not have books to study for supp if there were ever to have one.

Gonna take a good rest before camping in at macs. I simply love the cheeseburger. But pity it's still on number 3 in my list of fave cheese burgers. 1st of course will be the BK Mushroom Swiss!! It rox man. The savoury cheese and button mushrooms. Then 2nd will be the darn big burger down at some place in Tanglin area. It's a American restraunt and servings are like damn huge. Literally Americans' serving, ha.

Enuff about food... i'm always hungry damn it. Gonna plan my sleeping schedule for the next 18 hours or so. I'll definitely need some for my training match tml nite. It's my last match playing alongside with Ivan coz he's going in NS soon. Hmm... can't just tell him i ain't going, rite?

Met Dian at the bus stop down at TP. Caught up with times and heh heh. I'm gonna chill out at her place most probably this weekend or the next. I'm gonna keep this place a secret first... only close peeps will get to know. Pretty exclusive? yes u bet... she described it as though the place is one hella good place to chill. Mite pull my Lynette down along too.

Nuff of crap... i'm off to eat shower and nap. I adore my loving bed!!

Song's been changed to this retro turned rock song. Wind Beneath my wings by sonata arctica. Enjoy!

2005-09-03T14:30:00.000+08:00

Time never seems to be in the right place for me recently. Studying late at night at Macs or just chilling around the web till wee hours. Then there's the bloody tv programs beckoning me. I'll "ren".... Heh... and soon, i'll be free from lecture notes and tutorials!! Whee!!

So let's push the bloody gear up now, and wait for my tequila sunrise down the road. Meanwhile, I'm hoping glenn's bro will take me in as an intern down at his company. You guys should chk out their productions and stuff. Wait... i think i have the website. It's http://www.digipost.com.sg.

Ok, i needa go make my breakfast cum lunch. was playing game the whole morning and din really slept well. Oh well, I'm used to it anyway. It happens once every 6 mths.

Counting down to my movie day on wednesday... THE LONGEST YARD! ADAM SANDLER, YOU ROCK!

2005-09-01T23:29:00.000+08:00

The result for Superstar was kinda expected by a few. It's high time Singapore has their own Stevie Wonder. Dun you guys agree? C'mon man... i'm not really against the other contestants. And i din really follow up this program till recently when a friend told me about it.

Ok, so how was it expected? Hmm... look at kelly. She's those kind where you can find anywhere along Orchard on a good sunny day. But compared to Weilian, he's like one in a million. Yes!! Literally. The numbers passing by Orchard station underpass is like a million a day. In that 1 million, there lingers one disabled man playing the instruments for a good close to 2 decades. Isn't that a living proof? Now that Weilian's in the finals, it's sure no suprise that many in the media industry want something new. Yes, a flavour that seems unique, away from the so called mainstream stars like Taufiq and Kelly breed.

And it's my first time supporting by SMSing. Gosh... But i won't buy your album Weilian. Seriously, you wouldn't want a guy who can't understand mandarin and just buy your album for the sake of supporting.

I'm now waiting for Rock Idol to come into Singapore. The last 2 local bands which i favour real badly were Concave Scream and Lizards' Convention. They rock during my teen days man. Not to the max but there was a good peak frm them. So as we await the next Idol, please do support talents and uniqueness. I'm sure we don't want Singapore to be branded as another mainstream country. Let's show our alternative sides and prove that we can be as different and are diverse in other areas.

Ok, enough of all these true shit. Time to sleep and study.

2005-08-31T22:25:00.000+08:00

Injured shoulder again.... Fucked up man. But hey, the game was worth it. Okiez, time for dinner.. then study. Meeting glen after that again. Chill and after study smoke. Hehz, nitez world.

2005-08-31T16:52:00.000+08:00

Saw Glen at the 7-11 yesterday before i went to Macs. Phew, it's been a while since i last saw this guy. This guy goes way back to my primary school days in JS. Well, glad to know that acs guys are always warm when approached.

Smoked and chat about our ambitions... guess it's high time we ought to.

Going to bedok later, meanwhile let me get my nap. I have to study at macs again later after training. Gosh... they need bigger tables there man.

2005-08-30T21:52:00.000+08:00

This post is for all mismatch lovers out there. Your r/s works like this. If one's having a score of 50/100 and the other corner is 25/100, how do u match them to get a matching score? No, u dun add. U do this thing called quarter wavelength matching. Only guys who do microwave will understand this shit.

And then there's the those who feel short of love. If you guys actually change the amplfiers ur using to express ur love, probably it may get audiolly loud. But too much of it, means that your frequency of love is simply too high to be heard and seen. So cascade your lovey amplifiers according to the correct needed receiver.

This post is seriously just a screwed up post. Take no heed to this coz it's just shit. Going out to Macs to study soon after my dinner. Yeap, so cool to have it open 24 hrs. Hee.... supper's been set too.

Tschus!

2005-08-30T17:21:00.000+08:00

Ok... more or less, i'm gonna start working at SingPost nxt week. Doing data entry stuff... and probably while working, i'll keep my panda eyes on the advertising jobs. Guess dats for the time being.

Ok, going out soon to teach. After that, i'll hit the Macs' and do maybe 2 or 3 tutorials before heading home. Lucky they have it 24/7 down at green.

Won't be blogging much these few days... so let's leave my corner as it is.

2005-08-29T09:25:00.000+08:00

And finally... the bed. I acyually auto the shot and left my cam as it is. Dead tired....~

2005-08-29T09:24:00.000+08:00

Not really much, really~~ Just a bottle of tequila and a jug of beer.

2005-08-29T09:23:00.000+08:00

Joel and Edwin.. the ever best suaner and tio suaner.

2005-08-29T09:22:00.000+08:00

Smeared moment of gayness and fun

2005-08-29T09:21:00.000+08:00

Dun we look sweet together? Right Balls?

2005-08-29T09:20:00.000+08:00

~A quick snap with ed~

2005-08-29T09:19:00.000+08:00

One awake One blur

2005-08-29T09:18:00.000+08:00

Watch out dudes and dudettes!! Here's a Bon Jovi in making!

2005-08-29T09:17:00.000+08:00

FATTY!! Ever smiling even when fucked~

2005-08-29T09:15:00.000+08:00

XLK in action! It's seriously hard to see him sing in such entu~

2005-08-29T09:14:00.000+08:00

Chilling out with fag

2005-08-29T09:13:00.000+08:00

The 2 infamous gay buddies

2005-08-29T09:12:00.000+08:00

The 2 infamous gay buddies

2005-08-28T04:37:00.000+08:00

Sigh... in the end peeps had me on aero again. But!! We had fun nevertheless... we had tequilas and some beer. Was pretty great and sang lotsa rock songs man. Woo!! Will post the pics later today or tml. Kinda lazy, hee.. Ok, time to sleep!

Gotta study later in the day. Changed the song to Soul Asylum's Misery. Oh yea, my feelings towards engineering books. Nitez dudes!

2005-08-26T03:26:00.000+08:00

It's been confirmed!! KTV at plasma this saturday night! Woo-hoo! Chivas, tequilas and beer! And Bon Jovi!!

Off to sleep now... having a long long day tml. House chores, cut hair, grocery shopping, study. Yupz.. all planned for tml. Nitez guys~~ do you smell wad the dragon is brewing?

2005-08-24T23:52:00.000+08:00

THE FIRST QUARTER

Played like shit... me and dex din do warm up and we just went straight into game. Gosh, did a few sprints and i was like feeling damn weak liao. Managed one assist only. Guess you figured how dat that quarter is.

THE SECOND QUARTER

Went back to my goalkeeping position. Did a few good saves. Guess dats where I belong. A memorable save of the day came from this quarter. Some old bird tried to lob me... guess he didn't really know my history. Haha, i jumped pretty high, and managed to pluck the ball down. Haha, everyone was laughing and at the same time, i got praised! Haha, feeling kinda great. And of coz, i did a few long passes which converted into goals. And they weren't like short passes. They were like one end to the other.

THE THIRD QUARTER

Did a few one-one saves. Man, i was pretty impress myself. Given the sleeping hours i had plus the jokes me and dex were joking in the bus before. Hmm... It's astonishing. Then i remembered letting in a few silly goals too. Sigh, no one's perfect, heh.

So on and so forth, lazy to type liao. Anyway, we played till the deciding round. 3 goals. We let in the first one but we scored the other 2. All through counters coz.... I saved their shots HAHAHA. At 1-1, some old bird missed a up-close and personal shot with me. I saved it, did a long pass and there they converted the winning goal. Power~~

Ok, i need to sleep soon. Having morning class at 9 tml.... and i have yet to copy out my notes from yongbin's. Hmm.... guess i'll wake up early to do it. Nite guys. Now now, where's my chilled beer.

2005-08-24T15:45:00.000+08:00

Was stoning like a dead ass in the bus today. Manz... slept like 3 hours odd only before dragging my soul and body to school. Pretty torturous eh. Well, then i was dreaming... me and lynette in Europe. Enjoying the breath taking sights from miles above common ground.

The scenic view, gosh... (it's all make believe anyway) so beautiful. Hmm... somday, when the big bucks roll in, we're gonna be there ya. Snowboarding and chilling out in a small cottage by the country side. Probably a farm will be ideal. Then i get to go horse riding everyday and watch soccer week in and week out.

Meanwhile, let's get back to reality. Exam's just round the corner. Wish me luck as i wish you yours in whatever you guys are up to. Let's keep our faith in Him yea? Amen!

2005-08-24T03:43:00.000+08:00

doing dirty cyber chats in the dead morning has never been more fun than now. nights peeps... i have tons of chats to go....

2005-08-24T01:46:00.000+08:00

Yipee!! I'm going malaysia with gary the week after exam. Now now, looking for kakis. On the list are Ronnie, Shana, jinping, Yongbin, blah blah blah... if ya reading auto call to me, k? If not i'll call you guys b4 saturday. Not JB nor KL... some other oo-loo part of malaysia. Heard frm Gary the seafood is good. Plus the cheap alcohol and fag. Yipee! Away from the fast pace society, i'll need this trip a lot.

2005-08-24T01:15:00.000+08:00

I couldn't resist the temptation. There it was standing at the shelf. A green color pack. The reflecting light with the word Dunhill on the cover. Damn... I took my cash out and in 2 mins, i was a happy person. Contributing to society's air pollution and health risks. Call me a walking mercenary, i dun care. What matters more, is the smoke that re-fills my fuel tank.

I type as though i breathe and eat and live on ciggs. Can't agree more. I'm definitely an addict. But given the spasmodic effort thrown in to quit, i think fared pretty well. Kudos to me, heh.

Now where's my Dun + hill......~

2005-08-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

It's hideous and tormenting
The everlasting toil at calculations which end in naught
Endless piles of papers
All wasted by the ink of mine

It's mind-wrecking and stressing
To beautify my grades to get A's which end in naught
Endless bottles of Ji-Jing
All wasted by the pit of mine

Seriously, i think i shouldn't have touch engineering at all. According to my history in TP, I've burnt a number of ICs, spoilt some oscillators, damage 1 voltage supply and melted a few capacitors. Thank God, the buliding din explode.

Oh well, I'm off to watch my simpsons as usual. Might change the blog song again tml or thursday. Do put in a few genres which u mite want to listen to. I can be ur ideal blog dj at times. Enjoy~~

2005-08-23T10:21:00.000+08:00

It's gonna rain.

So?

I'm staying home.

Kaoz ni nai nai...

Hahaha, shiok weather + shiok music + shiok bed = slack!!!

2005-08-23T08:49:00.000+08:00

Hmm... nothing much to do in the morning aye. Sigh, the guys are either in camp, school or just fucking around. Drats, my smoking kakis and kopi kakis have mostly disappeared. Will i ever get to see them again? Doubt so... Guess everyone has to take a train and move on. Well, we are like train stations. Everything just come and go...

Anyone game for a movie on thursday morning?? Do drop me a message ya? Or maybe for coffee?

Ok, gonna chat with Mag now. Been a while since i had a hearty chat with her. Tschus~~~

2005-08-23T01:48:00.000+08:00

I fuckin splurge on cab again...~ Drats. Anyway, was quite a boring day. Din wanted to smoke at all today. Realised smoking afterall wasn't that cool. But hey, I'm not stopping becoz it's not cool. It sorta became my vitamin or rather, my source of keeping awake. Drats, and i take only Dunhill. But Gary, being a kind soul, bought Viceroy. And there i was, smoking colgate cigg. But thanks man... the nicotine did me good for a while.

All done with my projects finally!! Whee! Going to school late tml to do some self study. Need a lil motivation there. Gonna push up to gear 1 for now. Gear 2, 3 and 4 comes at a later stage.

And darn Balls!!! It's plasma la... weida quite broke already. Plasma would be a better choice ain't it? And Handsom's not gonna make it i guess. He's coming back to Singapore on Saturday night itself.

Hmm... speaking of which, I'll be able to meet up with you guys after 8 or so.

Now now... more simpsons... I'm so in love with Moe. So down to earth. And pretty sacarstic too. LoL, just like we, humans. The dark side forever hidden by the white.

2005-08-22T08:24:00.000+08:00

Flu hurts, Flu scars
Flu wounds and harms
Any nose not tough
Or strong enough
Take a lot of pain
Take a lot of pain
Flu is like a cloud
And it holds a lot of rain
Flu hurts, (oooooh), Flu hurts

-Adopted from Cher's Love Hurts-

2005-08-22T00:59:00.000+08:00

Had a serious bout of flu today. Feeling real screwed man. Anyway, ya balls... will get out of TP real soon and I'll hope to see u in Tekong. Gonna bang ur ass there someday Sgt. Even though I'm just a recruit. I'm afterall ur rightfully gay partner ever since we establish our gayship in poly, rite? Ha... fuck off la.

See you Saturday balls... we're gonna do Bon Jovi, Bryan Adams and lotsa great hits there. Yea? Oh ya, and do remember to bring ur cam down too!!! Just in case i can't bring mine.

Hmm... seems to be talking bout joe balls only. oops. Anyway, feelin pretty great though i got a bad case of flu. Lynette made a cool card for me. Up there, see it?

Gonna chill with Simpsons now. Tschus~

2005-08-21T04:16:00.000+08:00

A True Bad Fanatic of the Martial Arts Heros

Was watching the she diao ying xiong zuan with my mum just now. And i hate to admit but ya, she knows the plot and storyline so well that she told me what the hell goes on in the show from head to toe. Manz... it's like attending a class and she's the teacher, ha. The show was quite crappy leh, so many computer graphics. Oh well... and i thought the hero was Yang Kang, turns out to be Guo Jing. All thanks to my father's addiction to chinese folklore heros on screen. I inherited this gene definitely. Given my love for Wong Fei Hong, Fong Sai Yuk and many others.

Anyway, was dreaming when suddenly i heard this song in the background. It's a song by Damien Rice!!! It's blower's daughter! Yeah from the movie closer. Such nice voice... sigh. Go KTV sure mesmerize all patrons there.

Yeah... woke up because of 1 darn song. Later still gotta go temple. Because it's the seventh month, even though my mum and sis goes to church... it's an unwritten rule that the family has to pay respects at least twice a year to my father, grandpa and my great grand mother. For your record, they're all resting in the same place.

It's about a decade now since my dad passed on. Pretty fast eh. Shan't mention much coz i think i've let him down in some areas. Not smoking i mind ya, it's about academic and probably that my life like him is cornered by women. Hee.. won't elaborate more, only close friends will know what I'm talking about.

Was thinking in the bus what kind of job suits the real me. And since I'm not those ambitious type, i intend to do something i'll know i can have a passion for. Dats right PASSION!! With passion, i won't dread going to work, complaining. So i kinda trim and cut down the possibilities. Here are some of the occupations i thought of

1) Pilot (Sure cannot... shan guang too high. later crash into flat quite paiseh)

2) Navy (Dear's gonna hate me oh so much for it....)

3) PE Teacher (sure send the class havoc)

4) Banker (Dat means back to books)

5) Anything with media (*negative points NA*)

So yup... i'm gonna look for a part time job or do full time learning the stuff and working to understand what goes on in a studio. Then i might explore other options which eventually i guess will allow me to decide what kind of media work i wanna do. Technical side since i will have a Engineering diploma or doing those pure production and manual work where i can put my English to use. So let's stop here for now. At least i have a goal now. Better than 3 years ago when i felt so fucked. No idea no ideal job in mind.

Ok, back to bed now... will be meeting Lynette later in the day. Gonna chill out on my teh peng, fag and nice music with her.

2005-08-20T10:14:00.000+08:00

Knew it would rain for awhile so i din get my heavy ass to training. Damn tired.. later need to run errands for my granny. Hmm.... might as well, then i can go buy my 4-d.

Last night's party was pretty limited. They din had enuff seats!! so we had to venture to other places for seats. Anyway, we are gonna meet up next Saturday for a nice drinking session. Hope i can get my cam back then. Dear's using it currently. Wellz.. I'm off now. Need to make myself a neat breakfast and then wash up.

2005-08-19T09:22:00.000+08:00

Damn.... i fell asleep right in front of my com again. Paiseh to those guys i was chatting with. Probably my went close on me. So sorry Zel, if ya reading. Woke up and saw your msgs. Hee... hope ur face din turn black b4 sleeping.

Gonna do the house chores now. After that i'll decide if i wanna cut my hair today. Frankly speaking... i dun wish to. Probably next week.. when i'm much more free, haha. Gonna clear up my room a lil. Gosh.. it seriously looks like a war zone.

Had this funny dream. A man, a lil girl and lots of funny moments. I guess they were frens and they somehow click with each other thus their movements and thoughts complement each other. Hmm... guess dats where age has no boundaries over friends.

I love my friends too. And they come in different ages, characters and sizes. But of course, i love my Lynette more than anyone. Her character is so interesting that it attracts me. And she understands me well like my buddies. Or am i just so easy going that everyone can read me like a book? Hmm... but seriously, as long you were once in my life and added some colors in them, you're definitely in my list of good pals.

Hee.. planning a chalet with the E112 gang. This ain't no gang, i tell ya. It's a class bounded by friendship when we first enetered poly. Ever since then, we're just simply close. Ha, right dip? The smokes, chalets and outings. And if you guys ever wonder how i met my future wife, it was through an outing with them that i saw my gf. Only those present that day are witnesses to my coming of 5 year relationship. Guess it will be a fairy tale to my descendants someday.

I have smoked just 1 stick for the past 37 hours. Pretty agonizing but i can still tong! Should clear some of the tar in my lungs before exhuming lots next week. Yes.. lots is literally a lot. I guess smoking keeps my brain and lungs pumping. Do you know that yesterday's 12 laps of sprinting was a torture? i kept imagining that a cigg was just at the end if the lane and kept sprinting for it. What motivation man. But kena kan by coach for doing those eccentric timings. He said it ought to be more regular. He din kan me directly la, but it was obviously pointing at me. Doing like 35, 46, 32, 40, 39 and blah blah.

Ok, i've been blabbering so much i should just now go make myself breakfast and watch my simpsons.

Moe! My Beer! I can't do it without my cornflakes!

2005-08-19T01:09:00.000+08:00

boring day... boring night.
Someone please hug me tight.

For all day i have slogged hard on bed
I guess no one has something to say

Indeed i love to warm my bed as always
sometimes something will drag me out of it

Something, someone, sometime, someday i'll be a bedman! Yeah~

Dumb post... just ignore it.

I'm off to confirm more stuff about my upcoming chalet. Yipee!! Soccer, mahjong, PS, food and alcohol galore. Oh ya, and fags galore. Hahaha... can't wait!!!

2005-08-18T17:42:00.000+08:00

read me... no more projects!!! Woo-hoo! Damn bored now. Hmm... gonna nap by the pool then wait for the rest to come. Meanwhile, my blog's seriously short of pics. Probably will change more of it after my exams.

Hee.. I'm so happy!! Not much of school next week. Ciaoz~

2005-08-18T12:00:00.000+08:00

Changed the song to Tears and Rain. yea.. figure you guys will know who the singer is. This song is pretty touching and realistic to some peeps. Hope you guys will like it.

Anyway, feeling sibei sian. Later still gotta go school early to finish up the darn project. Sigh, oh well, might as well. After that go straight down to the pool to train. Hmm... hope it rains for a while before training... lower the pool temperature by a lil. I hate swimming in warm pools. Drains the energy pretty fast.

Ok, time to go cook spaghetti with lots of pasta and maybe with melted cheese. Mmmmm..... I'm indeed hungry *slurps*. Followed by a nap then to SCHOOooooL!

2005-08-18T02:58:00.000+08:00

drats... hope my report can be finish by tml. I hate coming back to school sometime soon. i really need a small break before burning my books and drinking them up before exams. Gary, let's go retreat to KL!!! Cheap beer, cheap fag, good food. I'm gonna call you soon. Keep ur passport visible!

2005-08-17T16:46:00.000+08:00

I hate taking cabs... But they exist for reasons. Reasons like me, waking up late. And better still, my project was like half fuck and it's due by 10. Lesson's at 8. Me??? I got up at 8!!! Wahaha, steam sia. Then i got to school at 8.40. This project is some circuit la... can't get our desired wave form and frequency. Gosh... really half fuck lor. I guess it's our illiteracy to the oscilloscpe which is why it couldn't be formed. Anyway, we got it right before 9.45. So it really was a close shave. *phew*

Then after lecture, went opposite to eat. Manz, felt like puking while eating, HAHA. I guess it's the bread i ate in the morning. Wasn't fully digested yet. But the ciggs did help a lot. It smoked my bread so it went perfectly down well. After lunch, headed to library to study for quiz. *pengz* Never study the night before yet i think i could get a nice passe grade. I guess i'm already one foot out of poly already. Hopefully i dun get caught for smoking or any other stupid shit and i'll be safe.

Hmm... gonna cook my mee now. better eat something before training. my stomach feels so empty. My stomach is seriously an eccentric system. Always hungry and full at the wrong time.

Simpson's season 1 is en route to my folder, woohoo! Imagine a night with simpsons!! I miss Homer and the beer. And i miss Lisa! Haha, weird me. WIll blog about the polo match later tonight. I seriously need a good game and workout. I'm beginning to admire my arm muscles. Neither big nor small. The cuttings and the wing muscles. Did i ever mention the ideal body i'm trying to attain is Edge? He's a wrestler. Go check himi out. The most i'll train to is Randy Orton's kind of body. But i don't have the height!!! I'm like only 1.7, a mere dwarf to the towering wrestlers. I'll leave that to fate.... who knows i'll just shoot up to 1.8 or 9 someday, hee.

Oh no, my mee!!! Tschus!

2005-08-16T22:53:00.000+08:00

Changed the song... It's Wisemen from James Blunt. Yupz him again. His music is really oh so cool. Ok... gonna nap now. Gotta wake up later to finish up some arranging of files in my folder. It's really a mess, really.

*snorez* to snoreland!

2005-08-16T15:14:00.000+08:00

Sigh... so bored. Just eaten mee with padi. Shiok!! Got a call from Power 98fm. Manz... i seriously dun feel like playing beach ball this saturday. Imagine how far it is. Probably I'll find another Kunlong to substitute me.

I did the dumbest thing last night. I was watching this horror film titled "Ju-on" in my room, and there you see this 22 year old, throwing his comforter to one corner. Deleted the movie just in case it brings back bad memories. Manz... I wonder what triggered me to download and watch it at 4 in the morning. Never again man... never. Unless my head itchy, i might try it. Ha... downloading this movie called eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. It's a pretty sweet movie i heard.

Anyways... skipped school to sleep and watch naruto. Lame, right? but i can't help it. I relax today, and i'll fire up for tomorrow. It's this thing that old team know... "give and take la".

Oh you guys should go check out winamp radio on-line. I'm giving a bistro 4 stars out of 5. Yupz, it plays decent music and not much of commercials. Better still, you get to choose the genre of music you wanna hear.

Okiez... i'm off to relax and chill with radio.

2005-08-16T03:15:00.000+08:00

As i'm typing this entry, i'm downing vanilla biscuits. Kinda scared to go out at this hour to buy supper. Sigh.... And plus the chinese celebrating the ghost month. EEeeWwww.. Anyway, i'm into internet radio now. Gosh... they indeed do play all my fave songs.

2005-08-15T18:21:00.000+08:00

I got my report done for microwave finally. 1 down 2 more to go. Wednesday is gonna be project day. So wads it gonna be like? Well, this is how roughly my wednesday will go.

Morning 8-10, finish up my Advance E project. It's pretty neither here nor there yet. So worst case scenerio will be resorting to some mean methods. Then I have to study a little for QE chapter 6 as there will be a quiz on it. Speaking of which, i screwed my microwave quiz today. But on the overall, i passed the CA for it so heck. Afternoon 12-1, and 1.30 - 4, have to finish up a QE report. Easier said than done, 4000 words!!! Gosh, *pengz*

And the finale on wednesday will be a nice polo match down at Bedok. Then maybe prata? or soup kambing? Manz... i love sinful meals.

Smoked like a chimey today. I gotta start cutting down again. If i go at this rate, how to survive my study week? According to my annual survey, i tend to smoke more during that particular week. Hmmm... lucky lynette's a smoker too. Or else, i'll be hearing stuff like smoke fogs ur head and u can't think so dun smoke. Or stuff like, after your paper who knows u drop dead due to insufficient oxygen due to the black lungs... or wadever shit.

Weida's birthday is approaching... what to get for him??? He said no sex toys... so dat means, no ultra big condoms, cushion pussy, and sigh.... in short no sex stuff. Hmm... i'll discuss it with dex. Probably we'll go shopping for it this friday. Hopefully it's a short shop. i hate walking from shop to shop... it brings back ill memories of my childhood.

Long story cut short... my mum's a mega shopper. So is the sis. And me?? I inherit my father's genes. Gimme a book, my coffee and a nice ambient place to slack. There i'll be happy as a chipmunk.

Time to nap now... Robocop's starting at 7.30. And i'll be out with Dex later. I have this thirst for kopi chino with ice cream. Sounds weird but believe me... i love the tastes of irony flavours. Bitter sweet blah blah blah.... *snorez*

2005-08-15T01:23:00.000+08:00

The sweet airy night
chills down with wine and ciggs

The delicious chocs in sight
melts down with ciggs and wine

The horny me as usual
had knees brought down due to all the "heat"

There my nose start to bled....

*pretty gory eh... no joke, my nose is bleeding*
Blood trnsfusion anyone?? B type only..... --> this ain't mean i'm a boring bf. My r/s is a living proof.

2005-08-14T17:55:00.000+08:00

I'm still sobbing over the loss of my mp3 files. Sigh... KL!! U MUST NEVER MASS DOWNLOAD AGAIN!!

I guess dats wad caused my com to crash. And my dumb sis clicked on some MSN link that let in some virus. How dumber can peeps get~~

I pray it rains later, tonight and morning. Gotta finish up my report for Microwave tonight. And to accompany will be my chocs. Will blog later... gonna nap now. I smell a long night. Who knows, i have to eat supper after doing the report. Gerrard! Pray you'll be awake later... then i can pull u down, haha.

2005-08-14T10:52:00.000+08:00

The memoirs of a PC.... In loving memory of my 500+ MP3s. *sobz* Sayonara!!

Damn Msn din work well... just as i was having a funny chat with a fren and we were going to the climax part about it, *POOF* all my conversation windows went close. Fucking irritating. Ha... oops, too vulgar. But hey, it's really a pain in the ass man.

Let's see... I'm gonna do some grocery shopping later in the noon. I need more milk and cornflakes!! Maybe get some celery if they do have the kind of peanut butter to go with it. And i wanna eat ICE CREAM!!! But can't seem to see them selling Ben & Jerry ice cream in NTUC! Sigh... Haggen Daz? Or back to simple Walls? We'll see...

My shoulder's wreck.. but it should be gone in another day. Takes 2-3 days to get moving normally.

I need to find work soon!! Mum's starting to nag. I'm looking for jobs that has something to do with media. Or jobs that can keep me fully occupied. As for cash... i guess dats not really important. As long as i like the peeps and the peeps are ok with me, i guess the pay won't matter much. But i have to save if i wanna go Pattaya+Bankok or HongKong. Lynette's fine with HK but it seems to be more pretty ex on paper to me. Sigh, i wanna get out of Singapore!!

Might be asking Gary if he wanna go JB next week. Eat and buy my fag there... lol. Ok folks... i need to eat my breakfast now. Eat, eat, EAT!! I feel so light... In fast out fast. It seems to be every girls' dream to have this body function, haha. Sorry gals! maybe another time.

Tschus, and hi to Kellogs!

2005-08-13T14:36:00.000+08:00

SHOULDER PAIN!!!

Shoulder hurts like mad again. Got it injured while playing the center position. Gosh... imagine the tendon moving in and out. Argh.... But this injury is the focal point to my kenging in NS. Haha... so sianz.

Gotta teach later... anyway, i'm meeting darling lynette later. Chill around, fag a little. Then buy some snacks for my movie tonight. Can't afford to miss it man. Ha.. Stephen rox!

Hope Marcus can confirm the CSC thing soon. Really looking forward to it. For now, I'm gonna relax and listen to my mp3s. Darn sis of mine got the MSN screwed. I dun seem to figure the cause.

Hmmm.... should i go eat supper after my movie? Or should i just stay home, play pool listen to music? See how things go first.... I'm simply fickle towards the end.

2005-08-13T01:02:00.000+08:00

Whoo~~~~!!! Just got back from steamboat buffet at Marina. Manz... food was good. The soup, better!! Imagine cramming 3 meals into one!!! Gosh~~ dats was so mad i tell ya. It's indeed another sinful meal.

If you guys are wondering if i did pass my NAPFA, I DID!!!!!! Hahaha... no trainings for it and i passed! No 2 months extra of NS for me!

Ok... will do more entry stuff tml. Bye now~

2005-08-12T02:12:00.000+08:00

gosh... doing tumble turns on people was fun. did 5 and my head kinda felt high. lOl... must try it again. Nothing much to do tomorrow.. except for the damn napfa and hee, STEAMBOAT at Marina! Yupz, going with the polo gang.

Let's see.. the next thing on my list of "to buy" will be trunks. My mum put my trunks into the damn washing machine!!! Manz... lucky my trunks din go elastic, haha. Heard there's intensive training after exams. so i guess dats where my new trunks will be put to use.

Had this joke during dinner and i laughed till my jaw ached again. damnz... always opening my mouth so ever wide. can't share this joke here but it's a joke shared among the team only. Signing off now.. i need to get over the 2.4 trauma.

2005-08-11T16:02:00.000+08:00

Napfa dream results (according to my physical ability)

Sit-ups: 55
pull-ups: 12
standing broad jump: 238
shuttle run: 9.2 secs
2.4 km run: 9min 20 secs

Napfa realistic results (according to my present physical state)

Sit-ups: 50
pull-ups: 8
standing broad jump: 230
shuttle run: 9.8 secs
2.4 km run: 10min 59 secs

----What contrast!----

2005-08-11T13:24:00.000+08:00

the wonders of rain... Nap time, then training then slacking, slouching. Life's been pretty monotonous. You know what, my life?

---Everyday i love you less and less---

I've got to hit the books towards end of next week. It's now or never the kind of situation you know. Let's cut the bull and let's get back to sleep. So cosy~~~

2005-08-10T17:08:00.000+08:00

it moves on 4
and is as loyal as a dog

it comes to me
whenever the door is open

there it lay
with eyes that were like saying "hey"

"touch me, hug me, smell me"
"i'll touch hug smell you back"

the light yellow brown fur
it loves my hand, and there it lay curl

he meow, and stroked its head on mine
the lovey dovey sign

this furball who is so friendly, is none other
than my gf's xiaohuang!

2005-08-10T14:07:00.000+08:00

Hmm... Joel center man. Weida and Dex driver. Ivan plays center back and controls the game. I'm gonna play keeper as usual. Wahaha!!! We're gonna relive the bronze medal team that was at its peak in the year 02/03. Shiok ar!! hee... going down to bedok tonight. Wonder if i could perform as great as last week. One to one saves... nice jumps. Er... i better nap now first. It's gonna be an exciting night in the pool.

Signing off now... bed's calling out to me. *Yoo Hoo*

2005-08-09T02:39:00.000+08:00

I've had a sinful meal.. beer, smoke, soup kambing and chicken chop. Sigh, gotta burn off the sins tml. Push ups! Running, dats wad i'll do tml before i slack at home or meet up with darling.

It's great to meet up with XLK. It's like a rare occasion man!! Ha.. but will meet up with him soon nxt friday! His 21st birthday. It'll be another gathering session with the polo mates. Can't wait for it man.

Gonna play pool now. I need a better rating!!

2005-08-08T18:40:00.000+08:00

It's sure a tough job re-coding the damn site. But i'm pretty satisfied with it now. Looks twice as good as the darn melon colors. Plasma it'll be tonight. Then i'll be a good boy tml. Stay at home, read a book, do some room cleaning and maybe just chill with my new mp3 files, hee. I'm just so contended with what i have.

Might be adding some pics to liven up the site. Gosh... HTML sure is easy to edit but hard to source.

I'm wondering if i should do vblogging. Looks pretty fun. But meanwhile, let's stay with this first. I have a premonition that i'll be singing my heart out. Heh heh... i love drinking, fagging, singing. It all so fits me.

2005-08-08T08:29:00.000+08:00

I've got the song up.. gonna change the skin again. Damn it sure looks irritating to one. Pondering if i should go drinking tonight. Hmm... plasma? ICB? Eski Bar? Or should i just stay home and warm my bed? Darn.. being human is sure hard. So many options but so lil time to think about it.

I'm gonna take my Napfa test this friday. Having soft knees when i think about it. At last count, the only think i suck at is the bloody 2.4km run. But i don't have much of a choice... it's either i get my 10 minutes or just go in tekong 2 months earlier. I'm more of a water person rather than a land person. I admit... running is never my forte. It's more like a jinx.

Probably i should stay home first, watch my "Last Boy Scout" on 5. Then i'll decide if i still wanna drink. Time for Kellog's with milk! My fave breakfast!

2005-08-07T18:27:00.000+08:00

The Afternoonmare

Had this horrible dream about me failing in secondary education. Gosh... the wonders of SIngapore's education. Makes one sleeps with it. Eat with it. In short, we screw books more often than we screw the opposite sex.

2005-08-07T02:54:00.000+08:00

Just came back from supper with Gerrard. Ain't met up with him for a while. Well, gave him some advice about his complicating love life. Din know i could be some uncle agony at times, ha. Well, gonna hit the bed soon after playing pool. And my skin's still burning from the tan i got from training. At this rate, getting skin cancer is no suprise.

Heading to Bliss tomorrow night with dex. Chill out, fag a lil, talk cock a lot, guess that's my Sunday for me. CSC training has been shifted to next week. So i'll have time for my dear Lynette in the day.

This entry sounds so monotonous... can't blame me. I need to note these small little things that are going in my life. Found out that i'm suffering from a lil bit of dementia. DEMENTIA? At this early stage? Yes, sadly but true. I always seem to forget stuff and people. Hmm... i may be senile before anyone knows it. What a sad life....

Song of the morning? Wallflowers ---> Sleepwalker! (another cool song)

2005-08-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

I can't believe i chose my TV show over my princess and friend. Sigh, the power of a tv box. I'm a self-confess TV couch. Now now... gonna defrost the food i wanna cook later while watching tv. Can't blame me folks... It's Jackie on 8!!

2005-08-05T18:39:00.000+08:00

I'm so in love with James Blunt. Not being gay here but his music's totally cool. Let's see... i'm also in love with Fugazi's Waiting Room. Here's a list of what are the songs I've been listening to while playing pool at night in my room.

1) James Blunt - You're Beautiful
2) James Blunt - Alright Tonight
3) Fugazi - Waiting room
4) Jack Johnson - Sitting, Waiting, Wishing
5) Soul Asylum - Misery
6) The Click Five - Pop Princess
7) Kaiser Cheifs - Everyday I love You Less and Less
8) Mr Big - More Than Words
9) Jeanette - Corazon de Poeta ---> Great Spanish Song
10) Alkaline Trio - Radio

Some of these bands you may have not heard of them yet but it's good. Ha, coz when it gets mainstream here, it'll be off my winamp list. Hate it when masses love to listen to the same song.

Should i meet dexter for prata tonight? or meet my gf for supper down at punggol nasi lemak? I'm actually more bothered about my food than the chores. Ciaoz now, gonna do my chores now. Oh and have fun with this water melon layout. I'm still digging for my html notes to re-vamp the site.

2005-08-04T14:11:00.000+08:00

i was replaying this song while it was raining a while ago when i was asleep. It's sung by David Gray. Song = Grey Sky morning.

So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I’m here to stay
Love can be so boring
Nothings quite the same now
I just say your name now*
But it’s not so bad*
You’re only the best I ever had
You don’t want me back
You’re just the best I ever had
So you stole my world
Now I’m just a phony
Remembering the girl
Leaves me down and lonely
Send it in a letter
Make yourself feel better
But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
You don’t need me back
You’re just the best I ever had
And it may take some time to pass me up inside
But I can’t take it so I run away and hide
And I may find in time that you were always right
You’re always right
So you sailed away
Into a grey sky morning
Now I’m here to stay
Love can be so boring
What was it you wanted?
Could it be I’m haunted?
But it’s not so bad
You’re only the best I ever had
I don’t want you back
You're just the best I ever had
Best I ever had…
Best I ever…

So soothing, ar~~ now let's sit back and enjoy the cool air molecules surrounding my room.

2005-08-04T00:52:00.000+08:00

feeling real great today... been praised again for the jumps and saves i did. I just nees to see how i myself did the saves today. A double save in fact. There it goes again, head's swelling real bad, ha. Well, treated it as a pre-warm up to my starting training down at CSC this Sunday. Really can't wait for it. Imagine, playing with ex-national players and players of rich experience. It's indeed an honour. Hope my performance will be as good as tonight.

The projects have started to stream in. It's nothing much of a deal, really. Why? i have the answers to them already... it's more like a recycled project but it really enforces one to understand the circuits and steps coz the lecturers really grill you like as though ur a salmon waiting to be eaten. Hopefully, all can be completed next week, then i'll get myself an extra study week.

Meanwhile, yea, i just can't wait for Sunday. Oh ya, boozing this friday or saturday night. can't take much really, gonna limit the rounds as my shoulder tendon is still in healing period. In short, it's rehabilation. Hope they dun do anything nasty to it this weekend. My sport relies on this a hell lot.

2005-08-03T06:47:00.000+08:00

Haha... yellow boxes for smokers! In public!! HAHA, i wonder what those tourists will think? Sigh, confinement smokers.

2005-07-26T07:54:00.000+08:00

i wonder if the policeman who shot Mr Menzes could sleep that night... killing an innocent man just because the police has been given the "shoot to kill" policy. I think they might just just kill the entire population in the city except for the ang mohs. God damn brainless fools... just imagine now terrrorists were ang mohs. Then we go round killing all the of them coz why? We rather be safe than sorry and we have the shoot to kill policy. I wonder what their reaction will be. Now it'll be a war against races rather than terrorists. Dumb!

In short, i feel so unjustified about the killing. A brazilian! A terrorist? I think they just have this mentality that all peeps with brown skin are terrorists. HAhaha....

2005-07-24T23:36:00.000+08:00

Darn braggarts about which movie is greater. Can't you guys just enjoy the movies that are presented by those great directors. I was in this forum and i saw a war between Speilberg's fan and Tsui Hark's fan. Both have their cutting edge but hey, peeps like us are meant to enjoy what is presented. And i admit, i can't wait to see my first in 2 months. It's been a while since i last watch a movie.

SEVEN SWORDS! CHARLIE YEUNG! Gosh, why din they put Sammi CHeng inside...? Anyway, it's great to see more war ancient war films. Too much of modern civilisation wars will make one go insane.

Anyway, i really wanna study media. Media!! Productions, cameras, journalism, plagirism (hee) or any shit. As long as in concurs the mindsets of masses, i'm definitely interested. It's just so like the Riddler in Batman. It's really exciting to know how one medium can affect another and contribute waves of mind-fogging rumours. It's a pretty long explanation but in short, it's amusing to me.

And recently, i'm beginning to take note of my diet. In order for my tendon to heal, i have to stay off alcohol as it kills minerals used by tissues in tendons and muscles (something which is really hard), take ginger base soups (coz of the yellow syrum that helps healing of tendon), vitamin Cs, and not to overwork my right arm. Hopefully my shoulder tendon heals asap. These info were mostly ripped from certified websits. These show how boring my life is at home. I should have spent $40 to get the docs say these.

2005-07-20T23:27:00.000+08:00

ok... was at bedok training today. And boy i did scored lotsa goals. I drove like a mad dog, making assists. And even dummy moves in water. Manz, i don't really know what got over me tonight but i'm real happy with my performance. Although my defence skills have to be toughen up a lil bit more.

OK, shot of the day. I received the ball at the left wing. Got the ball rested properly before eyeing the keeper. Made a false stare at the right corner and shot it to the left corner. GOAL!!!

The best assist coming from me was a lay up to Ivan and he did a cross shot. It was a definite dry pass and a nice clean slap shot into the goal by him. Greato Passe.

The best move? Yeap, the dummy moves. I was in front of the opponent's goalpost. I did a scoop flick. (Using a left hand to bring the ball up, then the right to flick forward) I MISSED. It came back to the same spot. I tried again, i failed. BUT I got the keeper up. Then i tried a again to pass it to Dex. FAILED!!! I gave up, having fooled the keeper twice, i ended up scoring the goal myself.

Ok, enough of waterpolo. Having another training tml night. Hope i'm in tip top shape. And gosh, i need to finish up my "Last Juror" before returning to the school library. I already owe the school quite a substantial amount. Any more than the current debt would deem me a pathetic arse with a whole lot of debt to clear before i get my diploma cert.

2005-07-20T00:11:00.000+08:00

Some images which we taken down at the beach. Courtesy of Seb's cam...

2005-07-13T11:14:00.000+08:00

This post is about how i utilise the word fuck.

I went Sentosa yesterday thinking i would have a FUCKing good tan. But no, God ain't fucking let me have one. Instead, it was a fucking rainy day. Something which we really wish we could fuck it. But we had a hell of great fucking fun. We played fuckin rugby, polo, basketball. And yea, we took hella lots of fucking photos man.

But my day was screwed by my fucked up sis. Due to some illogical functioning of her fuck up brain, i got fucked into making a trip down to my gf's place to get some stuff. Now here's the fucking ranty part. You have a sibling, a fucked up sibling. The fucker wants to use something of yours. But you ain't eaten a fuckin dinner yet, you just got a fucking tired day and only been fuckin ordered to get it for your sibling. Now now, the fucker who wants it should make a trip down to collect it, right? It's totally illogical for you to fucking make your way ........ ARGH! FUCK LAR! In short, the whole thing is fuck.

Luckily, i found a fucking green can of heineken in my storeroom. Hee, now dat made my day great again.

The blog's still under construction... sit back, chill and it'll be done by the end of the week.

2005-07-03T14:37:00.000+08:00

You peeps gonna make do with this lame layout for a while. Will revamp it during the hols. Gonna meet David Beckham this Tuesday. Sentosa outing the week after. Gonna shortlist the schools and pick up some espanyol before heading for NS. Meanwhile, life has been boring so far. Not much happening other than a recent outing to Zouk on mambo night.

Waterpolo trainings have been great. Never seen more than 10 peeps per training before. Ha... Havin this gutsy feelin that it'll be more happening. Anyway, gonna take a nice cold shower, read some William Golding and then hit the notes. Tests are approaching. Sigh, I wanna go some place and cuddle with Lynette. Some place free from society pressure. Speaking of which, I need to start thinking hard of what life we're gonna lead. A simple and peaceful life or some rich and sophiscated pace where we busy ourselves entertaining peeps who we don't see a need to. I feel so anti-social, finally.

2005-06-20T11:49:00.000+08:00

Com's dead... Clubbing's on Wed. Dats it. Damn lazy to type on. Zouk Mambo night this 22nd.

2005-06-16T10:11:00.000+08:00

A friend of mine passed on. He's 22 and yet he died young. I honestly pray that he's happy happy where he is now. Kang Fei, as much as we only say hi-bye. You'll be remembered as friend who took an effort to say the simple words to comfort a friend who hardly knows you well.

Com's down, wun be on-line much. Take care peeps. And next week mambo, dudes! It's time to hip the stress b4 term test.

2005-06-14T09:19:00.000+08:00

The guy who sang "Billie Jean", "Heal the World", "Bad", "Stranger in Moscow" IS NOT GUILTY!!!! Yeah!! Keep going Michael!

OK duds! I'm gonna learn Spanish at YMCA. Yes! Spanish! A language so beautiful and yet complex. I was thinking french I could pick it up from Jacq, German, i had learnt before. So therefore Spanish is the next choice. Now, i need to find the dates, the fees, blah blah. Never felt so enthu in things i do.

And Buddy Joe Balls, no drinking this weekend. Maybe a short outing to Gelare or something, k? Coz 22nd, It's Mambo!!

"Hold me now~ Stay with me~"

2005-06-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

This is a no title post... kinda sick and tired of drinking and partying already. The alcohol and shit. But after my next outing to Zouk, it's a no go anymore. I'll be a good boy, work part-time, study another language. And just stay home. I wanna learn Latin. Or maybe French. Oh wellz, lemme scout for a nice school first. Going dwn Bedok tml. Hope i dun injure my arm again. Please God~

2005-06-02T12:52:00.000+08:00

It's been a while man... My time table's screwed. But on the lighter side, i'm so used to it. It's either there in school i smoke my life away or at Bedok Nature Park. Then there's the library. A great place to sleep and read. And then there's the ol mates who will smoke with me. We crap and play chinese chess. So much so for school.

My gf's kids are selling food in school tml. Heard they're doing something hard for their age. Anyway, I'll be in school though there's no school for me. And i'm going to smoke now at bedok after my nap. There my day begins, lecture and training then sleep. Wad a real boring day.

2005-05-24T20:01:00.000+08:00

Symptoms of Dying

Been having headaches... migraine attacks... Suprise bouts of flu that last for a few moments... Guess maybe my time might be up before anyone knows it. Sigh, at least I'll leave this place that's been mostly filled with strange peeps. Well, it's great to know how I'll write when one is dying. Maybe somewhere down my life line, God will make a U-turn on my death date and i'll end up living till 100 on earth.

To Jo: Yes, i'll make sure i'll drink with you before i meet my maker.

To Gary: Yes, i'll see a doctor soon.

To Joel: No buddy... No clubbing. If i bang my head too much, i'll die even before introducing ava or gillian to you.

To Tze: You better make ur way back fast before i turn to ashes.

P.S: Everyone has to die sooner or later. So never feel sad when one dies. They just proceed on to another life and we'll catch up with them someday. If they're in your heart, you'll never miss them a single bit.

2005-05-19T12:29:00.000+08:00

I'm finally jobless!!! But now, there ain't any cash coming in for the next few weeks. Work was damn terrible. They don't do good filing and me and ron were left to suffer in the hands of data sheets. Argh... Terrible i tell you.

Then there's the existence of PS2 in my life now. Problem is... my gf's ps2 can't work!! SO i gotta potato my way into my cousin's house and couch there and play ps2 with her. Graphics kisk ass man! Might be buying some games soon but before i do that, i have to look for some kind samitarian to lend me his console. Hey army boys with ps2 sleeping at home!! Lend me till end of year ar.. thanks!!

Last but not least... I WANNA COMPLAIN!!! I'm left with 96 hours of freedom. I hate school... i wanna find a job that's of not electronics. C'mon man... i had enough of circuits. I practically hate my tp life already. Argh well... maybe it's fate. And mine's just kinda too twisted. Too bent to be made straight.

The amount of tar consumed over the last 4 weeks is enough to en route to heaven and hell. Maybe God will just say, " KL, you bumped your life ride. You took curves and sped up the bent too much. Look at you now, so wasted. So into alcohol and crap. You jolly well know fag decreases your life. For those dumb actions and speech (i swear a lot. At least 20 times a day without knowing) you ask if the devil wants you there."

Being too pessimist here but i can't help much. Enough said.. outing with polo mates on Friday, E112 Gang on Saturday, Class BBQ on Sunday, Clean room on Monday. For all that i might face on a troubled day, i have friends who will be with me and say diu lei.

2005-05-08T20:47:00.000+08:00

Mothers' Day!!!

So i got home pretty late.. erm, early this morning. SMSed my mum a nice touching message last night. She got worried that i was drunk coz of some confessions but hey, i was sane at that moment mind ya.

Got up around 11 plus... slacked around, gave tuition, and bought dinner for family at Chomps. Hee, all got bloated!

Another 2 weeks of drinking sessions and dats it. No more drinking when school re-opens. But maybe when Tze comes back. Tze, ya reading?? I'm waiting to sing bon jovi here. So, another week comes, lots of office shit and yups, i'm definitely missing some of my frens in poly. You guys will be dearly remembered.

Now now, I'm feeling full, it's after dinner. So what comes after that?? A fag! So smart.. might steal a can of heineken. A great meal should be finished like this.

To Balls: Yes, Mr Gay-Partner. Remember to bring ur lubricant too.

To Yuda: I know you wun be reading my blog but i'm so confident of AC winning it this season.

2005-05-05T00:32:00.000+08:00

Met up with Gerard for a smoke and chat. And we can really chat lots of stuff. From childhood, school, life, and shit. Yeah... financial shit, educational shit. Heaps of it. But we know that someday we will be there. A place where we look forward to.

Another drinking session this weekend and this weekend's purpose for drinking is to catch up with times with both Mr. Balls and Mr. Horny SK. Yeah... put the 3 of us together, damn... another night of cockness.

But really... drinking is never an obsession of mine. I drink coz it's the drinking season. When school re-opens, i'll be like a good boy, reading papers, playing games and cook. Yes i cook. Pasta, Mushroom cheese omelette, and many more. Oh and doing household chores.

Now now, will it be eski bar or plasma. I have this strong urge to sing blast bon jovi, adams and many more with Balls. Guess more or less it'll be plasma again. I simply love the songs there.

Shall end my reported speech with a nice poen from Johnathan Swift.
It's ripped from "The Furniture of a woman's mind"

A set of phrases learned by rote;
A passion for a scarlet coat;
When at a play to laugh, or cry;
But cannot tell the reason why;
Never to hold her tongue a minute;
While all she prates has nothing in it.
Whole hours can with a coxcomb sit,
And take his nonsense all for wit:
Her learning mounts to read a song,
But, half the words pronoucing wrong;
Has every repartee in store,
She spoke ten thousand times before.

Such detail description... there's a lot more but kinda lazy to type. Isn't he a great poet?

Now answering thoughts of the day:

Sudip: Yea i ain't no writer dude. I aspire to a biographer. They do different stuff ya know, ha. Excluding sex tales.

Gary: Chill gay dude. Our mums wil learn of it sooner or later. Just tell, sit back, and enjoy the music.

Jo-jie: Sorry man.. been kinda pulling your sleeves these while. I'll be laying back till you're chilled and we'll chat again, k?

Mag: I'm waiting for our coffee outing STILL! Call me. We'll get our sisters along.

The toilet cleaner at IPP: Auntie, ai lim ziu mai? Tiger hai see Carlsberg?

2005-05-04T00:44:00.000+08:00

I figure how much you hated me.
You made me waited for an extra 18 months.
That is like 1 year and 6 months.
You made me puff like a chimey all because you made me to.
The endless nights of worrying.
Hair dropping.
Sweet thirsting.
No rest.
All because of you, TESTS!
Fuck.

I figure how this made me what I am to be.
You guys held me on for an extra 18 months.
There is never gonna be another 1 year 6 months like this again.
You guys saw me drunk and puffed all because we were meant to be.
The endless time of partying.
Chalets.
Alcohol.
Heart to heart talks.
Liming kopi.
Not forgetting outings.
All because of you, FRIENDS!
Fuck.

We tend to look back and see how screwed we were.
But we never look forward to see scared we are.
Some peeps just wanna grow fast.
Whereas some wanna grow slow.
I'm those who wanna be stuck at time and never move at all.
Just dead frozen at a horizon, where eternal dusk or dawn shines on me.

An image that still lingers in my head.
Somewhere, someday, i know i will be in there.

And to close peeps.. fuck isn't something hateful. It's an all round word. You peeps know who i love better. My circuits or you.